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Jul. 3rd, 2005 @ 11:14 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: System Of A Down, Mr. Jack
BEAUTIFUL EMPTY

He's sleeping next to me and breathing
The one I've been wanting and not knowing
For what feels like years in the Forever Vaccuum
But I'm guilt-stricken, sobbing, with my head on the floor
I'm more alone now than I've ever been before

He's seen me without all my paint
Seen the look on my face when I'm looking blank
He's giving me eyes from the top of the world
But I'm holding my heart in my head in my hand
And my legs and my arms are too weak to stand

Long live the roses and long live the sighs
Goodbye to the dreams that we never could die
If I was a sailor I'd drift off the night
If only to cure my fear of heights

Promise me this, promise me that
Just don't forget to wear your hat
The rules were all broken the day that we met
We remember this as we lie on my bed

He's tired and laughing and so am I
I talk of potatoes and start to cry
Coconut Lime smells good on his soul
But three hours pass and we rise and fall
To the time that was no time at all

He's covering my bleeding thumbs
I promise to lie about what I've become
But the ending is starting and I'm waiting in line
I'm more alone than I've been before, and then
I'm more alone than I've ever been
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From:(Anonymous)
Date:July 4th, 2005 03:14 pm (UTC)
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How are you?... never mind I will leave you alone, sorry for the bother.
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From:eternalone
Date:July 13th, 2005 11:39 pm (UTC)
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Please don't post to me anonymously! I want to know who you are because you are important to me.
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From:undergroundspud
Date:July 4th, 2005 09:01 pm (UTC)
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Life is a battle that we all have to fight; It's like a 20mile bicycle race, and all you've got is a tricycle... If you never remember another thing i tell you, remember this. Life is worth the fight, and when you finally find true happiness all the pain that you felt will melt away.

Never give up, or else i'll come all the way up there and kick your ass...


--Strength, whenever you're weak
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From:seanguitarist
Date:July 4th, 2005 11:58 pm (UTC)

You

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You are never alone if you are ok with yourself.
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From:pookie__bear
Date:July 5th, 2005 07:36 pm (UTC)
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I miss you.
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From:eternalone
Date:July 13th, 2005 11:38 pm (UTC)
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I miss you too.

Nice boobs.
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From:pookie__bear
Date:July 14th, 2005 05:11 am (UTC)
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Haha, thanks.